Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Friends and "Friends"...

So I haven't written in awhile. As much as I would love to write, I have lots of things happening and so much stuff on my mind that I haven't been able to jot down anything. And I was thinking I didn't want to offend people but then I say to myself that this is my blog. If people don't like it, they don't have to read it. I know they will because there are people who don't even talk to me but they want to know what's going on in my life. That is called nosiness.
I have friends and I have "friends". "Friends", I really don't like. They are fake and phony, hence the quotations. I believe those are the types that I don't want myself associated with. I got people calling me spoiled and possessive. If anyone ever think I am any of those, they are not even my friends. They are "friends". Me being spoiled is like me getting whatever I want and happy with it. I don't get everything I want and if I want something I work for it. I don't get possessive because I don't own anyone. But what annoys me is that people who won't ever get out of high school mentality and they think they are. And if I stop telling you my business because I don't trust you anymore. I would think people get wiser as they grow older but I guess that's too much for me to ask.
This is not for me to explain myself, this is to write my feelings down and how I am feeling. I am disappointed but I am not counting on anyone.