LOVE

Yup...it's my new love....

Finally...

So yes...I got my baby today. My new found love but the old will not be forgotten. It took me exactly 4 hours to get the laptop up and running but it's all worth it. I love it. I had an issue with a wireless network connection. But like I said I spent my time with the rep from DELL and Verizon for 4 hours and now KABOOM... I AM IN LOVE. This is so beautiful inside and out. I need a name for this...

Happy 35th!!!

...to the best parents I could ever asked for... I love you May May and Daddy.

New Love...

Sooooo pretty. I thought I was going to look whorish but I look nice. LOL...yes my own opinion counts with me 150%. :-)

Have a good weekend everyone.

Finally...Zumba Tuesday!

I have waited for this class and I went for the first time. It's like I went to a club without alcohol *hmmmmm*.

The result... I LOVE IT! I can't wait for next Tuesday. Since the class is once a week, I guess I will be doing other stuff on my own to keep up. Oh yea, I have to definitely change my bad eating habits.

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4PM...

I go back and forth with what I should do with my situation. Well...for one, I told myself to feel whatever I want to feel. I let myself be free from all the restriction. I even let myself IM you when if need be done for the moment. I am head-over-heels in love. And the part that gets me the most is that I can admit out loud. I don't care who knows it. It is self less type of love because you told me you won't love me ever and I still love you. I care for you and I want to be there for you but seems as though you are not letting me. But it's ok. I have to let the course flow and go along the path.

Right at this moment, I am at a cross road where if I should let myself be free and let you go as you requested or I should not give up because I want to make sure I did everything in my power to work with it!

One day at a time!!!

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Love...

I think for two people to really love each other, to really commit to each other, it has to be an act of will. A decision. And I think two people have to live that decision every day. Even when things are hard and you feel like giving up, you have to hang onto that decision, the choice you make to love each other, even if it's only by a thread.

Love is wanting someone you love to be happy and loving them even they don't feel the same way.

So much from a person who doesn't have a slightest idea about LOVE. I am capable.

Is love ever enough?!

When people say they get married because they are so in love, yet when it comes to trusting that person you are so supposedly in love with, there is lack of trust. Why even do this loving someone and getting married to them when you won't even trust them for an ounce?

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Just the thought...

I had an email exchanged with a friend today. She said she wants someone in her life. She said she is not looking for anyone but she wants someone to find her. The very best thing I replied back to her was for her not to look. Then she went ahead and said there was no luck in any stores either. LOL. I was thinking when people start shopping for boyfriends. Just as I was on that thought, as I continue reading her email...she mentioned she wonders if she can buy one on the Internet. I smiled.
I want everyone to be happy with the ones that they are with and appreciate each other. I know being alone can be very lonely but people can look at it in a positive way where they can work on themselves.
Remember, you have to love yourself before you can love or give yourself to anyone!!!

Which One?

Is there a difference between kissing & having sex with someone? Of course, there is! Kissing is very intimate and sleeping with someone is less intimate. Or it can well be vice versa. It all depends on the individual...

Speaking of which one, while I'm on the topic, would like to talk about hate, loathe and resentment. Well, hate is pretty powerful word so sometimes I'd rather use dislike or loathe but then there is a RESENTMENT. Of all the words, I would like to use that word. I don't hate, loathe, or dislike, I RESENT HIM!

Months ago like 4 months, I would say I couldn't define my feelings on him or the situation but now they are all clear. I have this resentment towards him. He used to ask me if I hate him or saying things like you hate me, don't you. "No, I don't hate you. I resent you." Now that's the most defined feelings ever! Can you live with that?! And I am not hating. I am just me and this is the way I deal with things. Love it or love it more...it's me!

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The Guy On The Bus...

He has a girl in his arm and kissing her and said "yes, cross my heart" and he did that cross my heart shit with his finger on his right side of the chest. Last time I checked, the heart is on the left side, RIGHT? If only I could take a picture and post that but I don't want to be seem stalkish in public. ;)

I love sharing my stories...as I take my ass home. :)

Good Night All

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If...

If you ever have a choice between sticking to normal routine or change it up as life throws you different curve balls on daily basis, what would you do?

For me, it depends on the situation. There are things I just do normally because I don't want to be noticed. Don't get me wrong, I am an only child so I LOVE attention. I see nothing wrong with that. But sometimes it's good to change it up and surprise the crap out of people or lose them. ;)

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I love it...NOT!

I love the fact that the bus driver sees me and still leaves me at the bus stop like I was supposed to be hustling for the bus meanwhile he/she waits for like 5 minutes at the next stop because they are early for their due at the next one. And I also love that people come on the bus and they smell like food that they eat. WTF! And I love it when people read over what I am doing on my crackberry like there is an open invitation for them.

But this is what I truly love, I love it that when my bus driver make the bus flys instead of driving the bus. That would call it "my lucky day"!

Have a great day and weekend!!! Enjoy and happy shopping!

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