I felt so used...

...AND IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN!!!

I leave people behind when I feel I was being taken for granted. Even then I was kind enough and I let my guard down.

~ background ~

I used to go to High School with this girl...let's call her Diva. Ha! She has the diva attitude but her look, not so much. She always made me feel like she wants to do things with me and talk to me when she has nothing to do. I know everyone is that way in one way or another but she makes it so obvious. But anyways, she is now married and I guess she is having problems with her husband. So she called me on Sunday while I was busy with my family but I still entertained her with her problems because I felt bad. She is one of those people who thinks marriage can fix and change a person. What a mistake!

so yesterday...she called and she wanted to see if I wanted to meet up after work (she is not working right now), and I said yes since she is having problems. But guess what the chick did??? She left me hanging, while we were at the store after she paid, when her husband called.

WHATEVER!!!

The Devil is in Chinese form...UGH!

So yesterday, I had it out with "The Chinese". He got on the last piece of my nerve and that was it. I was done. I shouldn't have let him have the best of me. "The Chinese" is the newcomer at the work place. What had happened was (lol, every time I start the conversation like that I have to laugh) I gave him some paperwork for him to sign. Instead of him returning all my paperwork, the devil gave him to someone else. When I asked him, he replied, "I don't know what you do". I was fumed. I mean yes that should be reasoned enough for you to return all my paperwork and not to someone else. WTF. Was I wrong for being mad? UGH just UGH!

I shouldn't let him stress me out at work. It's just work. Not my life...it's just a part of my life. So I exhaled and calmed down. I need a drink! Anyways...on the positive note, I have a new follower. Yay for me. Wow...I have 2 now.

*Side note - I have lots of Chinese friends and I am Southeast Asian. I am not trying to be racist but UGH!