So tiring sometimes...

...with all that, sometimes it's so hard to locate a person. FML!

Have I Gone Nuts...Or What?!?!?

I think I am possibly leaning that way...CRAZY!!!

Since I have asked my parents if I can have a puppy and they said NO to me like 6868574774557 times, here is my another approach to my continuous craziness...

Me: I think I will have a baby since I can't have a dog.
Dad: Well if you can bring IT everywhere you go then go ahead...
Me: *looked at him* (my baby will not be an IT)
Mom: Where would you leave the baby when you go to work?
Me: I will leave the baby at the day care.
Mom: You will leave the baby??? I don't feel safe.
Me: Where do you think other parents leave their babies when they go to work?

*SILENCE*

I either said something which made sense or they now officially think I AM ALL CRAZINESS AND THEN SOME!!!

LMAO!!!

Sometimes...

...I feel like I am so tired that I don't want to deal with anything. Things do make me feel a BLAH on some days then that's when I say WHATEVER! I don't like saying WHATEVER because it sounds childish so I try not to say it often.

But WTH, WHATEVER!!! LOL!

I couldn't be...

happier. I am finally back to my desk where I belong. I was so miserable. I never knew I was so attached to my desk. LOL! I felt so lost. I didn't know my lefts and rights, ups and downs. I was all over the place.

But I AM HOME! *all smiles*

Saying goodbye to a wonderful memory that will last forever...

It's been awhile since I've written. I have many things to write about but wasn't too sure how to word it. The last thing I want to do is make the words come out all scattered (just like the way I think, LOL).

Today, I feel the need to say goodbye to this wonderful part of my life. I am sad about it but there is not need for me to hang onto. Its always good to hold onto the memories that are good for your soul but I don't think holding onto this memory is good for me. I can't seem to let go of this person who has crossed my path. I tried many times and it keeps pulling me back. So this is kind of like my eulogy of my feelings for that individual. If I can't let go, I can't move on. Then I will be the only one who is stuck in the past. He does seems to be fine and moving on but I keep replaying things in my head and going back to what ifs.

So now I am saying goodbye to all the feelings that I have. I need to move on and I have to move on. It's not healthy for me. No more what ifs!!!