I Lay Awake...

At nights, I can't go to sleep. Once I close my eyes, I wake up exactly in 15 minutes looking for you because I feel the emptiness in my chest. Is that even normal? I don't wish this kind of pain on anyone. There is that strong attachment taking over me. I still do what I have to do on daily routines and maintain the "me" part but my thoughts are always with you. I want to be numb.


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So...

I came home last night and I didn't feel well so I went straight to sleep. It was like around 6:30 pm. I had plans to go out but I wasn't feeling well. Some might say I live a granny life but who cares. It's my life and I live as I please. Then I woke up so early this morning with a migraine. I hate those. They don't go away easily. I still don't know how to get rid of them. And I couldn't go back to sleep. But I had the best sleep ever...and that's how my weekend started!

SWEET!

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