Something I pondered...

So this weekend I didn't get much done. I wasn't feeling well so I didn't get out of the house since I got home from Friday.
So I had time to think. I have a friend whom I called my best friend but he is married. I mean we are very closed. I can tell him everything and he knows me so much about me. Him being married is not a problem...but I think that his wife should be his bestfriend...LOL...it's only fair. Just kidding. So I will just call him my very closed friend. I can always count on him. Then there is a girl I called my best friend but she doesn't even act like she is my friend..forget being my best friend. So she is no longer listed as my best friend. So I don't have a best friend. I mean why call someone a best friend when they don't act like it. Many people are let downs and
basically, I am really happy I came to that conclusion.

From where I see...

Sometimes...everyone needs to put things in perspective and see things for what they really are. I haven't been in a good place because I couldn't see things for what they really are. Now I finally see the light.

Walking away...

Sometimes...I walk away because it's not worth it or it makes no sense. I never walk away because I am spoiled.

Friends and "Friends"...

So I haven't written in awhile. As much as I would love to write, I have lots of things happening and so much stuff on my mind that I haven't been able to jot down anything. And I was thinking I didn't want to offend people but then I say to myself that this is my blog. If people don't like it, they don't have to read it. I know they will because there are people who don't even talk to me but they want to know what's going on in my life. That is called nosiness.
I have friends and I have "friends". "Friends", I really don't like. They are fake and phony, hence the quotations. I believe those are the types that I don't want myself associated with. I got people calling me spoiled and possessive. If anyone ever think I am any of those, they are not even my friends. They are "friends". Me being spoiled is like me getting whatever I want and happy with it. I don't get everything I want and if I want something I work for it. I don't get possessive because I don't own anyone. But what annoys me is that people who won't ever get out of high school mentality and they think they are. And if I stop telling you my business because I don't trust you anymore. I would think people get wiser as they grow older but I guess that's too much for me to ask.
This is not for me to explain myself, this is to write my feelings down and how I am feeling. I am disappointed but I am not counting on anyone.

Sometimes...

...I feel like I am so tired that I don't want to deal with anything. Things do make me feel a BLAH on some days then that's when I say WHATEVER! I don't like saying WHATEVER because it sounds childish so I try not to say it often.

But WTH, WHATEVER!!! LOL!

Circle of TRUST...

"Truth, the intersection of all three areas of trust, may be defined as a reliable and unchangeable relationship--a very small region indeed. " ~ James Rist

I've came across many relationships and the main thing in any relationship is whether you can trust the other party or if the other person is reliable. If they are not, then it would be a non existence relationship. What would happen in a long run is that, one would not be sharing anything to another because they cannot trust the other person or the person is not reliable. Then there will not be much of a relationship because the communication will be down. Trust me when I say this. I'd rather have 1 person who is very trustworthy and have my back then have 100 people who you cannot count on.

I hope everyone is lucky enough to have true relationships.

Congratulations...

My friend Malcolm & his wife Rosie welcomed their baby girl, Camila, this morning. I am so happy for them. Congratulations to the newest parents!

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Self reflection...

I thought about something and I think I should definitely blog on it. This is something constant about me. I don't like shady people. Honestly, I am always good with people until people start acting shady with me. Then people start to wonder why I am not the same with them as I used to be. Here is the thing...no one is perfect and I am not asking too much from anyone. But you better believe, you will get the same treatment when you give me HELL. I can be a sweetheart and the mother of all bitches at the same time.
My mood today: FUNKY!

Mood Swings?

I really don't have time for people with mood swings. If anyone ever had mood swings or attitude problems, it's best to stay away from me.

I GOT MY OWN PROBLEMS!!!

Strange? YES!

So anyways...people usually don't look forward to weekdays especially MONDAY. I was!!! I couldn't wait to go back to work. I have my reasons. And no I am not in love with my boss. LMAO! Well around 9:45 my reason entered! ;) I was so happy. It made all the worthwhile for my excitement. Finally!

Off the topic, this morning when I was getting ready and I heard a discussion on the radio. "Why women don't have female friends?" And the conclusion that they came up was only ugly women have so much female friends and pretty women don't. I totally disagree! I mean I am all about the qualities than quantities. I can have one friend and he or she can be the best thing ever happened to me than having 10,000 friends and all of them are phonies. No thank you! I do have more male friends than female friends. Sometimes, females are too much drama! Sorry girls! Don't get me wrong, dramas come along with males also but they are not as stressful.

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Breakfast...YUM

I made breakfast today. I haven't made breakfast in years. My mom hates it when I use her kitchen so I stay out of it. But I got up at 8 this morning and I made pancakes, eggs and bacon. I even made different types of fried eggs for 4 people. Everyone sat down and had a nice breakfast. Emmm...so good!

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