Disappointment

I am starting to think my friend is right about me. I am a Jellyfish...wishy washy and no backbone (only in a certain cases). I know I got a backbone. It's just that sometimes...I get pulled back into things...unhealthy things. And the pull is bigger than I am most of the times and I get sucked in. But to reassure to those who care, I am trying my best but it is very hard. There is a saying for it. I am not too sure exactly what it is but it goes something like "Don't fight the current, go with the flow!" Ha!