Stolen...

My smiles are stolen from me. I haven't been able to smile for days. All I feel is sad and abandoned. I feel left out in the cold. I need answers. As much as I am very open...I am a very private person. But I shared and was being shared with. I was taken back to where it all started since little and was told that it will be my turn next time. We will be going to Pagodas. We made plans. Where did it all go? Were they all lies or just were words that said because they were there and didn't mean it at all, but I heard it because was I delusional?! But I wasn't. It was all there.