Pissed off!!!

I haven't written anything for awhile not because I have nothing to say, but because I have so much to say and don't know where to begin with. The story of my life. I still don't know where to start but I feel like ranting and raving so here I am. Thoughts might be all over the place so please excuse me if I start to ramble on with my words.

This past weekend, I felt bad because I had to tell someone off on her birthday because she started and brought up about how I am not a good friend to her and her boyfriend said that all she needed was him. If that was only true. Most of the times, he is the one who brings misery in her life, not that his opinions matter to me or what he thinks of me. And she had the nerve to bring this up to me when I called to wish her on her birthday. So of course, I got pissed off and went off on her. But we talked it out and got over that.

And to top of all off, it's been awhile I have been trying to get over with things and I am over it on a certain path that I walked. And suddenly, I feel like I am walking on egg shells. Here I go all over the place. That person feels that they have to spare my feelings and be sneaky around because they don't want hurt my feelings. Well at least, that's what I think they are doing. I am over it and there is no need for you to hide anything to spare my feelings. Just doing that hiding thing is a turn off. There is nothing I dislike more than being lied to and people thinking they are one step ahead me like I am dumb. I am sparing your feelings by accommodating you with "the dumbness".

I am sorry if I was ranting but thanks for reading. You might find it entertaining and disturbing but either way, it's my blog.

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The truth is...

I was presented a question today from a very dear friend. He asked me if I would go out with someone who is taken. So I paused and thought about it. Then he said to me, "Nevermind, you would!" And I was like I had to think because it could be under different circumstances. The truth is how was I to know if someone is taken. They don't come with signs on their foreheads or they might withheld the truth from you altogether. Sometimes, after knowing what you know, it might be a bit hard for you to walk away from the situation also. There are times you just can't resist those moments, what people might describe as the weakest moment of your life, yes I have many of those sometimes and it's a shame. The truth is I am hoping this weakness is going to go away very soon, for my sake. :)

Happy voting day!!!

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Here is a thought...

Does anyone ever feel like you don't want to do a thing or be bothered with anything? Lately, I have been feeling like that. Even with this blog, I feel like I want to write something but I don't know what to write or I have many things to write that I don't know what topic to concentrate on.

I had this weird dream last night, actually the dream came in the morning that it bothered me because I don't know why I dreamnt that. I don't want to say I don't care much about people who were in it but I do have to say that. The whole thing is connected to my childhood and what I'm holding grudges of. Actually, I wouldn't say grudges but I would say something I haven't forgotten. But nonetheless, the dream is still bothering me. I don't want to close my eyes because I don't want to dream the same dream again. But I do need to go to sleep and think happy thoughts before I close my eyes.

Things can only happen if you let it. You have control over your own life and everything. I'm just saying!

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