Monday, April 27, 2009

Is love ever enough?!


When people say they get married because they are so in love, yet when it comes to trusting that person you are so supposedly in love with, there is lack of trust. Why even do this loving someone and getting married to them when you won't even trust them for an ounce?

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Everyone have their moments...

I haven't blogged since Sunday. I am taking personal time and on some deep thoughts. I have so much on my mind and I don't feel as if I have clear thoughts. I am starting to wonder where I can get one those (clear thoughts).
I have been getting pissed off at little things in the shortest time possible lately and I don't know why I am having this short fuse. There has to be a reason. I'm never for one to not know the reason where things started. LOL...it's that ARIES instinct of problem solving comes into play. I guess I will get to the root of all evils!!! :)

Mood: Shitty

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Tired...




Of making everyone happy even myself. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I am exhausted thinking how people might feel and I am totally neglecting my feelings and wants.

I have to run errands... Hope everyone is having a great day.

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Here is a thought...


Here I am riding the most fabulous F train (NOT!) and I had a thought so I said to myself I should blog this as a self reminder.

So here it goes...I am not going to deal with people who act weird by nature. I don't have time for their weirdness. And I don't want to be around fake people. There is no secret that I don't like people although I have been told I am friendly. Not too sure what they are really seeing. Maybe I am friendly but I have very low tolerance that everything annoys me when anyone catches me in my funkiness! And I don't want to deal with people who walk around like they are the best thing happen to others and they forget where they come from and not grounded! And at last, moody people! I certainly don't have time for anyone's moodiness. I don't walk around with your mood chart so excuse me when I don't know what mood your in on what day. And if people have issues with me, either talk to me or stay away from me because I do not want to see anyone's attitude face.

Let's try to exist amongst each other and stay clear my path if anyone has above issues! And I also think I should read this everyday to remind myself what I won't be tolerating anymore.

Kind of feeling funky today...must be the tax day! :)

Hope everyone did their tax!

Happy Hump Day!!!

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Just the thought...

I had an email exchanged with a friend today. She said she wants someone in her life. She said she is not looking for anyone but she wants someone to find her. The very best thing I replied back to her was for her not to look. Then she went ahead and said there was no luck in any stores either. LOL. I was thinking when people start shopping for boyfriends. Just as I was on that thought, as I continue reading her email...she mentioned she wonders if she can buy one on the Internet. I smiled.
I want everyone to be happy with the ones that they are with and appreciate each other. I know being alone can be very lonely but people can look at it in a positive way where they can work on themselves.
Remember, you have to love yourself before you can love or give yourself to anyone!!!

Cloud Nine???...

I think I would be on cloud 9 if I can taste one of these NOW!!! Ummm Yummm!

Habits...

As much as they are hard to break, they are hard to keep also. I told myself awhile back I would start writing on the regular like everyday but I haven't been doing it. I want my blogging to fit into my daily ritual...and it's not happening. *cry* Since I am on this daily ritual bullshit, I was telling myself also on going to the gym as apart of my daily thing. It was for awhile but it didn't stick for long. But I have a reason why it didn't stick. I hate working out. I am not making excuses for myself.
Well...anyways...I am not feeling well this week. I will keep it short!!!
Hope everyone is having a GREAT day! :)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Busy Weekend...


So...in order for me talk about the weekend, I have to start from Thursday. So Thursday was a good day for me. Work wasn't as busy as other days although it could have been because of the holiday. Anyways, who was I to complain. And I couldn't wait 'til I got off work. I get to see Drew. Yay! The most wonderful human being ever! I love spending time with him. He makes me happy. So we had Malaysian food for dinner. It was great.

Friday came and the calendar said GOOD FRIDAY! Its a holiday for U.S. of A. but I was thinking, every Friday is a good Friday to me! ;). There was hardly any work on Friday and I wished I didn't have to work. Then they supposedly let us out early from work that day. YEAH RIGHT! Well whatever time it was, I was grateful it wasn't 4:30 the usual time. As soon as I got home, I packed! Yeah, I PACKED! And left for VA. I had to go for the bride's dress fitting and makeup test.

We ran around back and forth on route 7 like chickens without heads. But got all the stuff done! That's what important, right?!

We are heading back today. When I get home, I have a whole load of laundry waiting for me. But I can't wait to be home. There is no place like home. And, a day closer to happiness!

Hope everyone is having a great weekend! Oh yea, HAPPY EASTER! Happy Hunting! :)

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Thursday, April 9, 2009

Here Is A Thought...


WTF is wrong with this weather?! I believe we are in Spring season and I am thinking it should be warmer. But every time I step out of the house, the cold doesn't seem to want to go away!

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

The Day After...

I am so exhausted. I had a great time yesterday. I got lots of wishes on FB, thru texts, VMs and phone calls. I was loved. Most of all, I got flowers galore and one special delivery. I got good companies. I am glad. I had dinner at Cuban place with you and headed home for the birthday cake. Although cake slicing moment was very interesting. Anyways, I thank all my darlings for the best wishes and gifts.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Hello!...


Today is a very special day for me. Yay I turned 33. Yet I don't feel old but grown! I had a perfect weekend. I started out with heading up north for the dinner but I guess it was all about the company I had it with! Awesome dinner!!! And on Saturday night, my parents and cousin took me out to dinner at Crab Shanty. It was so delicious. Sunday I stayed home and rested. Oh and loved that I ended up in Barnes & Noble with my parents. Since I have peeps from all over the world, since their world turned April 6, I got wishes rolling in and since 12am here in US, I got wishes also from my peeps from you.

Thank you for making my day more special than it already is. I know the best people ever!

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Thursday, April 2, 2009

Twitter...

I tried so hard not to be on another social networking site and I got sucked into it like a black hole. I joined Twitter today. All it does is updating WTH you do. First I thought who really cares what you do. Then, I decided I do. I am going to update this site like there is no tomorrow. Kind of exciting!!!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

April Fools Day...


How sick is that the saying goes "April Shower, May Flower"? First day of April and the showers begin. I don't like rainy days unless I can enjoy it under the covers in the house.

No jokes have been done to me yet! Although Stanley thought he got me. NOT!!! And I am thinking for sure it won't happen. I had a blah day at work. I thought I was going to be busy considering the first day of the month but not I.

I got all my work prepared days ahead so I can have a breezy day. And it worked like a pro.

As my birthday month begins, I welcome APRIL with both my arms open as I celebrate the month!!!

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