....there is a RANDOMNESS!
~ I wish I dream about my grandmother so I can see her one last time again...my cousin and mom dreamed about her, and now they make me feel like grandma doesn't appear in my dreams because she is upset that I didn't get to see her before she passed. Last time I saw her was in 2003 and she passed in 2007.
~ Work is actually having Christmas party this year. We skipped last year so I wasn't expecting this year at all.
~ I need a change and I am actually going through the process right now. Revamping myself for 2010.
~ 15th can't come soon enough. It's a back to the gym day, pay day and anything and everything else day. LOL!
~ I hated that my dad was asking me where I was last night to pick me up and I couldn't tell where I was because I had no idea which way Jamaica Avenue was located and he didn't know where Jamaica Hospital was. Both of us didn't know where we were. That was pure and full throttle frustration for me. FAILED!!! BTW, that hospital was the most unorganized and ghetto place I have ever seen in hospital. I was horrified.
~ People must think I entertain DRAMA because even when I am running the other direction, they follow. I must have entertained it when I was much younger but not anymore.
~ I am starting to wonder why I have FaceBook and twitter accounts. They create problems.
~ I really can't stand people who portray themselves for what they are not. Now I feel like it's all a front.
~ I know that I am being judged from my blog but whatever. I don't think my blog can define me as a whole.
~ When all things else failed, I will still and always have my family.
~ After thoughts after thoughts last night, I told myself I am not going to let people take advantage of me and my kindness, and won't let things bother me.
I hope everyone is having a great day in this FORKS weather.
